falling-apart-sl0wly

livingthelollife:

igooutwithabang:

when I commit to a person, I FUCKING COMMIT. if their depression, anxiety or life comes knocking, you bet your ass i’m at the door with a double sided axe waiting for a good fight. 

you cant expect people, to always be happy, even if they are in love. because life doesn’t stop for anyone. But you can be there for the good fight. 

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

falling-apart-sl0wly

falling-apart-sl0wly:

hotsuburbandad:

If I ever seem arrogant or anything like that, please know I’m joking 100% I have zero self confidence and I sometimes pretend that I think im dead cool and awesome because I’m actually terrible so it’s mildly funny

I wish some people would fucking understand this. When I say things like this, nearly 100% of the time I’m fucking about. I am deeply insecure and think that I am worse than the dog shit you stood in when you were 7.

falling-apart-sl0wly

snufflesinastripe asked:

Do u think you could write a poem about eating disorders? Only of u want to. Btw your blog is amazing xx

falling-apart-sl0wly answered:

My mirror always talks to me,
It says I’m way too fat,
My friends tell me differently,
But I can’t believe that.

My mirror always talks to me,
It says that I’m worthless,
My mother tells me differently,
And tells me not to stress.

My mirror always talks to me,
It says I’m gaining weight,
I haven’t eaten in a week,
My goal size is minus eight.

My mirror always talks to me,
It says I should kill myself,
No one protests it anymore,
Now I’m hanging from a shelf.

My mirror tries to talk to me,
But I can’t hear anymore,
My heart has stopped, my bodies cold,
And my legs can’t reach the floor.

My mirror couldn’t reach me,
When I was lying in that bed,
My family surrounded me,
Kissing my forehead.

My mirror tired to plead with me,
Before I smashed it with an axe,
No more nights of panicking,
I won this fucking match.


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